How little time it takes to turn a whole life upside down...There's nothing wrong with that, my voice of reasoning whispers. Is it all right if I stop dreaming of you for a while? Even if I say goodbye now, do I not deserve the chance to be spellbound all over again?

Another apparition seems to have taken your place. The replacement occurred smoothly and almost involuntarily- or rather, I did my best to resist the metamorphosis, but the desire to be transformed was stronger than the will to remain unchanged.

Of course I'm sceptical- what did you expect? Everyday realities may change, yet old habits die hard and I was never one to completely soak myself in the waters of certainty. They say to love is to doubt what you believe the most...or is it vice-versa?