I spent the last month or so in a state of continuous distraction, complete disorientation and emotional extremes. Suddenly,
all these articles have materialized out of thin air. Many suck, a few are ok, but still…I’m so relieved.
At the same time, there’s no way I can feel proud for something I didn’t put almost any effort into, right? Which, for better or for worse, applies to pretty much everything I’ve done in my life so far.

Totally self-absorbed again, I know. I, I, I…
Thus fails the dissolution of the ego. Game over.

She said: Nothing is ever really over, you must accept it.
We looked at each other in electric silence.
She said: Sometimes it takes more courage to be weak than strong.
I did not recognize her, the stranger in my head.

A Dumb and Pointless Tale- Episode 7

“So the girl wrote and wrote and put her greatest effort into it, squeezing her brain to extort the most captivating, irresistible sentences possible. To catch the prince’s eye. To make him read long enough to maybe acquire some feelings for the mystery author.” (tbc)